Stressed and Depressed

Here I am 194lbs....eating like crazy!!! Why? On the verge of losing my home, and scrambling to find a new one. I gotta get out of this stooper. I'm not so fly now, dealing with my personal problems. But I have to stay positive, and focus on getting it together.

Its not gonna be easy.... Lord knows it's not. I will start going to sleep early, workout at 4a.m., and than my mood will be better through out the day, and I can focus on getting a new place. Believe in myself even if no one else does. I will get through this.

I'm Back

Hello world! I've been away from blogging for some months, but I'm back. I stopped working out, and was pigging out. Well no more of that maddness. So going from 236lbs to 194 is not bad at all. My new goal is to get to 165lbs.

My plan to achieve this goal is 3 days of cardio, and 2 days of strength training. My diet plan is to eat more protein, no sodas, and to control my portions. I think 90 days is enough time to get rid of 29lbs. Stay tuned!

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Slowly Getting There

Im still trying to get to my goal of 145lbs. I currently weigh 177.9lbs, and counting down. My problem is bread,soda, red bull. At one point I was able to give up soda and red bulls for mnonths. But when I get stressed, I gotta have the caffiene. As for the bread, I just love it. I have to discipline myself, and continue my daily walking,and portion control.

Where Im At Today

Well Ive been away from blogging for awhile, but Im back now. Still working out, walking, and doing the portion control. I have battled with soda and Red Bull, but I did manage to incorporate Cranberry Juice, and a dieters tea that I drink twice a day. So I have managed to get down to 179.9lbs. My goal is still 145lbs. I would like to hit this goal by June.

Cardio is my bestfriend. I was always doing the P90X Cardio, up until my T.V. blew out. So now I have to turn on my stereo and do the moves that I remember for 45mins until I purchase a new one.

I know the main thing that I need to control is over eating when I am stressed, and lately Ive been stressed. Its hard being a single mother of 4, working minimum wage and trying to stay sane. But working out calms me and helps my day go by cause Im full of energy after a great workout. So I am not goin to let stress take over my life, Im going to battle it with my workouts. So 145 here I come!

I'm Still Here

Although it's been awhile since I blogged, I've still managed to lose weight. I currently weigh 185.5, and size 10 in pants. I fell off my workout horse for about 2 months, but I'm back. Back with more motivation and determination. My goal is still 145lbs, amd I'm gonna reach it.

Being In Between Sizes

Well all my size 14 pants are too big. They are saggy in the butt and hang in the crotch. Some size 12's do fit, but I don't like my pants to be all tight in the crotch area. Maybe I need to go to a tailor. I did lose a bra size. I went from 40DD to 38DD. I love my breast, but sometimes they cause my back to hurt, and I become uncomfortable. But my journey is not over. I'm still shrinking, and loving it. Remember portion control, and some kind of workout, even if it's walking. Let's do it.

I've Reached My 50lbs Lost Mark

Although I didn't hit my ultimate goal of reaching 145lbs by my 33rd bday, I am happy about losing 50lbs. I've set my next goal to reach 145lbs by December 1, 2010. I've learned to be patience with myself. Portion control, and cutting out soda and Red Bulls were the key for me, besides working out.

I walk daily, situps, jumprope, P90X, and The Biggest Loser DvD. That is my workout. I have alot more energy, and more self confidence. Water is starting to become my friend. I use the Ocean Spray packets to give my water flavor. I love cranberry juice, and green tea. Big fan of fruits and veggies. I'm very proud of myself.  Pics coming soon.